This post was actually a new lesson on my Creatorship 101 website, but I posted it here by mistake. (The WordPress admin page looks the same on both sites…) When I realized my error I deleted it and posted it in the correct place, not realizing that it would still show up in the site’s RSS feed, and therefor in the email that some of you received this morning. Oops!
So, rather than having a 404 error when people click the link in the email, I’ve reactivated the deleted post and edited it with this note. The original message is rather profound, coming from a new place that I am just beginning to open, and you can read or listen to it here. Perhaps there are no mistakes after all!
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UPDATE! We’ll be sharing this message again at a friend’s home in the Albuquerque NE Heights area in Friday, February 17, at 7:00 PM. Space is limited, so click here to let us know you’re coming and request directions.
On the first day of 2012 Adamus Saint-Germain gave an inspiring and insightful message about the energies and potentials that are available to us in this amazing year. By special authorization of the Crimson Circle it is our honor to share this message with you at our home in Albuquerque.
There is no charge for this event, which will take place on Friday, February 3, at 7:00 PM. The evening will include a brief introduction of ourselves and of the Crimson Circle, a time for conscious breathing, Adamus’ message (just over an hour), and time for discussion.
Please click here to let us know you will attend and to request directions.
Adamus’ message is also available for purchase in the Crimson Circle Store, and here is the official description:
In the opening hours of the most anticipated year in human history, Adamus Saint-Germain offered his perspective, wisdom and insight about 2012. Adamus announced that 2012 is, more than anything, the Year of Deliverance.
In this session “deliverance” is defined as a release from old bonds, as well as the literal “delivery of energies and potentials at unprecedented levels.” Adamus says that this energy is like rocket fuel, and even like “magic” because, once received and accepted, it is extremely efficient at launching whatever a creator chooses.
Adamus compared this year to the story of Alice in Wonderland with its many metaphors and illusions, and how Truth will be so very important this year. In fact, whatever is false, distorted and twisted will be forced to the surface, for it must come back into balance.
Adamus also gave his perspective on several interesting topics, including the Mayan calendar, prophecies of Nostradamus, Planet X (Nibiru), weather patterns and potentials, crime rates, the New Earth, and the vital importance of absolute trust during this time of change.
The special message is highly recommended for anyone who wants to understand the energies and dynamics of 2012, without the drama and distractions of typical 2012 information. It provides guidance for personal, transformational experiences and creations in this energy-charged year.
Near the end of his message, Adamus declares:
“2012 is the year of deliverance, of release, of receiving. The year to make choices, the year to do what you’ve wanted to do, to do whatever you choose to be. There’s no waiting anymore. There’s no hiding yourself anymore. This is the year. It is the year of action. It is the year of movement.”
As certified Crimson Circle Advanced Studies teachers we have been authorized to freely share this amazing message from Adamus in group settings, and we would love for you to join us. We will also bring this message to you if you have a group that would enjoy it. Contact us for more details.
Are you ready to be the creator that you are? This free course will remind you of who you truly are, and give you the knowledge and tools you need to finally wake up from the dream and be all that you are. Click here if you are ready to change your life!
Do you wonder why some people leave you feeling drained?
Are you tired of being manipulated by others, or of finding yourself manipulating them?
Are you ready to end the cycles of manipulation and abuse in your life once and for all?
Would you like to experience ease and joy in your life?
Would you like to create relationships that really work?
In this life-changing workshop you’ll learn the simple secrets to becoming your own True Love, and of becoming immune to the abuse, manipulation, and feeding of others. You’ll learn what love really is, and what it takes to finally create truly loving relationships with others.
You’ll learn about energy stealing, about how we have all been taught to feed upon and manipulate the energy of others from the moment we were born, and about how that feeding is at the root of all violence, abuse, and dysfunctional relationships. More than anything, you will learn how to stop the cycle of abuse once and for all. You will learn how to meet your own needs from within yourself so that you don’t need to feed on others, and how, in doing that, you make it impossible for others to feed on you.
If you allow it, this workshop will open doors within you, within your consciousness, that have been closed for a very long time. It will change the very fabric of your life and you will never see the world, or yourself, the same way again.
This powerful three-day workshop uncovers the reasons behind verbal, physical, psychological, psychic and sexual abuse, and is appropriate for anyone whose life has been affected by any kind of abuse or relational dysfunction. It is also helpful for professional facilitators who work with these issues, and for anyone who wishes to understand interpersonal energy dynamics from a New Consciousness perspective.
The workshop experience includes six channeled (see What is Channeling) sessions with Tobias of The Crimson Council through Geoffrey Hoppe, plus a series of activities and discussions led by certified teachers John McCurdy and Mary Beth Shewan, all within a very safe space. Although the channeled messages are prerecorded on video, the energies of Tobias are always present in these workshops and the experience is just as palpably real as if it were a live presentation.
Tobias’ Sexual Energies School: Understanding Physicaland Psychic Abuse is an Advanced Studies production of the Crimson Circle, and John and Mary Beth have been trained and certified to facilitate it in a very safe and effective way. More information about this workshop is available at these links:
If you have specific questions, please feel free to contact us. If you are interested in organizing a class in your area, please let us know. We will travel just about anywhere if there are enough attendees.
Free Introductory Evenings
From time to time we offer a free introductory evening for those who are interested in this workshop and would like to know more about it. This evening includes the full first session from the workshop, along with an exercise in creating a safe space, discussion, and an opportunity to ask whatever questions you may have. Details and directions will be sent upon registration. Click here to register, or if you have questions about an evening. [Link coming soon. For now please email firstname.lastname@example.org.]
Upcoming free introductory evenings:
[to be announced]
Why We Offer This Workshop
I (John) have attended a lot of workshops in my life. Some of them have been very profound and life-changing experiences, some have been educational, and some, well, let’s just say that they didn’t live up to their promise. When Tobias first created the Sexual Energies School I knew right away that it was something I needed to do, but it took me more than a year–and two failed relationships and a very broken heart–before I was willing to spend that much money on learning to love myself.
As it happened, when things got so bad that I had nothing else to do and I could feel my soul begging me to take this class, I had no money. But there was a class coming to my area and I knew I needed to be there, so I made the decision to attend and informed the teachers of that intention. And, as always happens when you make an unequivocal decision from your heart, the money showed up just in time.
That workshop changed my life more profoundly and deeply than any other workshop I have ever attended, bar none. For the first time in my life I came to truly understand relationships and why they work or (more often) don’t work, and what I could do to bring truly healthy relationships into my life. I learned how we feed on each other’s energy, and how that destroys trust and intimacy in relationship. I learned how seduction and manipulation really work, and why we so often use them, or become the victim of them, without even realizing it.
Most of all I learned how to become my own True Love once and for all, and in that to finally end the cycles of abuse and feeding, of seduction and manipulation. I learned how to love myself first, not in an egotistical and greedy way, but in a way that nurtures me and stops my need to feed on others. I learned how to treat myself the way I would treat my dearest love, and in that I found my freedom.
From that place I’m much harder to seduce or manipulate, because I need nothing from anyone else. From that place it’s easier to be clear with people, because I no longer need to feed on them. And then they are unable to feed on me. From that place it’s easier to stand in my own truth, to let my light shine, because I am fed from within and have less need for the approval of others.
It took a while for all of that to integrate, and to become real for me. But it did, and one morning I woke up and realized that for the very first time in my life I was truly happy being alone. I realized that I would be happy for the rest of my life whether I ever had another relationship or not, and that I would never ever again struggle in a relationship, or allow myself to stay in a relationship that wasn’t both easy and fun. I don’t need to, because more and more I am in love with me.
At that point my life began to change in a new way. It began to smooth out, and I began to feel happier. Oh, all the same problems and challenges were still there, but they didn’t matter as much, and I was happy. And the funny thing about life is that it responds to who you are being, and so all of my life reflects that happiness more and more.
Then one day I opened an email and nearly fell out of my chair, for there on my computer screen was the face that I had been searching for, and longing for, since I was ten years old. I had thought I had imagined it. I had tried to apply that face to several other women along the way, but I always knew deep inside that it wasn’t them. They were old and dear friends from many lifetimes, but they weren’t her, and when I saw that photo I knew her instantly. A few days later Mary Beth and I were having dinner, and we’ve never looked back since.
Now, I cannot tell you that if you take this class you will magically find your soulmate. But then again I can, for what you will discover–what I discovered–is that your real soulmate is you. And when you fall in love with you, when you make yourself your own True Love, then you will attract people into your life who will reflect that back to you. But it will be different.
I would never have been able to get along with Mary Beth, and I probably would not even have recognized her, if I had not first found what I needed within myself. It was me that I had been searching for all my life, not her, and only after I came to terms with that and connected with myself was I able to attract her to me. And she too had gone through her own process of coming home to her.
So, this workshop is not magic, and what you make of it is completely up to you. I can tell you that it changes the lives of almost everyone who takes it, and certainly of everyone who is willing to open up to themselves. It changes who they are, and how they are in the world. I can often spot them, because they are the rare ones who are not feeding on everyone around them. They are the ones who take full ownership of their own lives, and who walk the world with a little extra light in their eyes and a little extra spring in their step.
Are you ready for that to be you?
Before my own workshop was complete it had changed my understanding of life so much that I knew I had to become a teacher, and it is my great honor to be able to present this profound material along with my beloved wife, Mary Beth, who is also a certified teacher for this material. We will be creating other workshops and classes of our own, but this material is so profound and so special that it is our honor to present it to you on behalf of the Crimson Circle.
On New Year’s day I had the honor of speaking to The Celebration, a wonderful church in Santa Fe, New Mexico, that I was involved with for many years. I knew as soon as I learned that I would be speaking on the first day of 2012 that the title of my talk was Transformation, but when the morning came I still didn’t know what I was going to say. A million profound things had gone through my mind, but none of them were coalescing into a coherent twenty minute talk and I was getting worried.
Just before the service began I went to the restroom, and as I looked in my own eyes in the mirror I heard myself say, “This is for you, Brother John.”
Now, Brother John is an aspect of myself, another lifetime of mine, that I was reminded of a couple years ago. He lived some five hundred years ago as a brother in the Catholic Church in France, and he was a great orator and well loved by the people. But when he spoke out against some of the abuses in the church, the church he loved turned the people against him, and he went away and died soon after in shame.
For many lifetimes since I have been trying to find my voice again, and the courage to use it. When I visited France last October I felt my own energy so very strong in the halls and stones of the grand cathedral of Chartres, and I knew that it was time to bring Brother John home and that my upcoming talk at The Celebration was, for me, about reclaiming his voice and his courage. And yet it was a surprise to find myself looking in his eyes in the mirror on Sunday morning.
As I took my seat and the service began I suddenly knew what I had to do. This was to be Brother John’s talk, not John McCurdy’s talk, and I needed to let him speak. I needed to let him reclaim his own voice.
My first thought was, “No way! I can’t possibly get up in front of all these people and channel!” But I knew better than that, and I knew that it was now or never, so when my time came I stood up and allowed Brother John to tell my own story of shame, reunion, and transformation. It was my first time channeling before a live audience, and when I finished I knew that a profound integration had happened within me. And, though many of the people thanked me and told me that it had opened something up within them too, I owe the people of The Celebration a debt of gratitude for giving me the opportunity to reclaim another part of me.
The recording quality of Brother John’s talk is not great, and I don’t have time right now to manually transcribe it, but you can listen to it here. The introduction is by my good friend Ken Shaw, who was there five hundred years ago and was one of the few who stood by me in that time. Thank you Ken, and thank you to everyone at The Celebration!
Wow. How do you know it’s been a busy year? When you go to post a New Year message on your blog and discover that your Merry Christmas message from a year ago is still in the Recent Posts list!
It has indeed been a busy and amazing year, and through it all my soul and I have been coming closer and closer together. I’ve been allowing my soul to speak more and more, with forty four lessons now on our Creatorship 101 website, and more to come.
But for a few weeks now they hadn’t been coming, and I could tell that I needed to find a new place within me. That happens as one’s soul comes in closer, for suddenly the connection is different and you have to find it in a new place. It feels disconcerting, like you’ve lost the connection, but in reality you are connected more closely than ever.
So, a couple days ago I sat down with my recorder and breathed, and set aside any ideas of what topic we should address or even of what we would do with what came, and invited my soul to speak. The message that came surprised me. It was somehow different from past messages, deeper, and not at all what I expected. When I finished I knew it was the next Creatorship lesson, but also that it was more than that, and that it needed to be shared here as well.
And so without further ado, click here to read or listen to a very special message from my soul, and a call for reunion on behalf of your soul as well.
First off an apology to our subscribers who received an email announcing a bunch of new posts, only to discover that they were all old. I didn’t realize when I took down the old site yesterday and put up the new one, that Google’s FeedBurner service would see all the old posts as new. Oops!
And now, welcome to our new website!
For some time the old site hasn’t really been working for us, and besides being way too hard to maintain, two separate blogs weren’t really working for what we envision for this website. We found that we weren’t using it anymore, as you may have noticed, so Mary Beth and I decided to recreate the site as a single unified blog that we both post on, and where we also have more space to talk about all the other exciting things we’re doing. We also needed a new look, because the old Mistylook theme, though soothing and comforting, also seemed a little too dreary for where we are going
The technical process of moving all of our content from a multi-site version of WordPress to a single-site version and integrating it into a brand new theme was a little daunting, and a few things still don’t work right yet, but as you can see the new site went live yesterday and we will be adding to it and refining it over the next few days.
We are gearing up for a very exciting new year, so do stay tuned!
I’ve been learning a lot lately about what it really means to “be present,” especially as I’ve been working through the intense doubts and fears that have come up during the creation of my new website, www.Creatorship101.com.
To be in the present moment is one of the most profound and important concepts of modern spirituality, and it is absolutely necessary if you want to be a conscious creator. But what does it mean?
When I hear people talking about being present they’re usually talking about time, and about not thinking about the past or the future. But that is absurd, and it is quite impossible and impractical whether you are a human or an angel.
The following message came through the other day, and really summarizes what I have learned:
My, how time flies! It’s hard to believe it’s been more than four months since my last post here, and so much has happened. So much inner change and expansion, and so much life!
In my last post I announced that I was writing a book, but not long after that I realized that what I was creating simply did not fit within the limitations of a book. For one thing it wasn’t ending after all, and there is still more material to come. And for another, as I transcribed and edited the channeled messages I realized that it just wasn’t the same to read them, and that the audio needed to be available too. So instead I turned it into a website, and it is now open at www.Creatorship101.com. Do check it out!
The other highlight of the past few months was that in March Mary Beth and I were married in Hawaii. We arrivedContinue reading »
This morning I awoke feeling that it would be nice to post a Christmas message on my blog. My soul agreed, and the resulting message about the real meaning of Christmas is below.
But first, it’s been a couple months since I’ve posted here, because at long last I’ve been busy writing a book! In fact it’s nearly complete, with only a chapter or two to go, and then a bunch of editing and learning how to publish it.Continue reading »